Got home from work. Our last day of 100k+ monthly listeners. The big surge happened this day last month, and it's dropped bigly since then… so the number will fall. But I'm hoping we stabalize around 60k and can comfortably remain there. I'm not even sure if these spotify monthly listeners are important. i mean yes they are real people, but will they come to the show? it's listed on the spotify… and according to the stats i've thousands of listeners to the LA area. So they'll see it. Will they come to the show? I don't know. We have our first rehearsal for it this Saturday. Me on guitar/vox, my beautiful gf on drums, and my old friend Lincoln on bass.
You know Lincoln played in the version of Watson Moon I put together in LA. It was 2018 to maybe early 2019 iirc. I was a lot more concerned with playing live then. But I found it far more difficult in LA than Seattle. The caliber of bands we were playing with was massively improved. It was not anything special to be in a band. I was intimidated by all the other bands. Every show I went to, these unknown bands were absolutely phenomenal. And that version of Watson Moon was… not. No offense to the players. We had our New Orleans drummer; god what was his name? PHIL! And a very cool civic engineer for a second guitarist. We played at Silverlake Lounge and Molly Malones. Not pay to play like so many other places. It seems like that has gotten worse. Well our great second guitarist moved to Arizona and we faltered as a 3 piece. Lost momentum. Phil quit not long after. I saw it coming I suppose. We were jammy. We sounded like Phish I always said, which Phil didn't mind as they were his obsession. The focus shifted after that. I never the need to maintain a live band after that. So I pull one together whenever we book a show. Dozens of people have played in Watson by now. That style will continue. And band members are harder to find than you'd think. Email me if you want to be in the live band that plays once a year 😂.
So Lincoln's back. A good guy. Good guy. I think he works in a bank now. Gringotts. Anyway I got Powder Keg kinda blown up on Spotify but what else? It will fall off and where will I be? Still posting. Remember Avi Buffalo? Such a great project. 11k monthly listeners now. Cymbals Eat Guitars, probably in my top 10 bands of all time… 6.3k monthly listeners. I really have more than them? They are legends to me. It's laughable. It doesn't seem to mean much. Of course it actually represents one hundred thousand induvidual people listening to my music, if we can assume there are no bots (not sure that's a safe assumption).
I just wonder. I put in all this work and I just wonder what it's really doing. It's just numbers on a screen. I wonder if the songs are actually affecting real people. I get people messaging me on tiktok saying they dig the tunes. The occasional IG comment. So definitely there are real people enjoying it. But for some reason it's hard to imagine. I sit alone in this office making all these songs. No one hears them before release. Sometimes my lovely gf (for some reason I'm hesitant to use her name. Scared some internet maniac will find her). But that's it. It's a very private process. And I'm sure listening to them is a very private process for the people who do. All thru the internet.
Anyway that's why we're throwing this show at the Tiki. I want to see if actual people will come out. People I don't know. People from the INTERNET! I hope it sounds it. I guess I'll have an idea of the sound at our first rehearsal on Saturday. Early work tomorrow. The owner of the music school/record store was hit by a drunk driver. Broke his arm bad. I'm taking many of his students as well as manning the store for the afternoon. Long day. Long day then gym with the GF at night. Had a rough day today. Don't know how much I should talk about it here. I'm a bit scared of saying everything. Anyone can read this you know. In the songs I'm totally free. Anything could be true, anything could be a fantasy. What do I say in the new one?? Kiss me while you still can, we're living in a death camp. Well??? is it true? O dramatic Watson, is this privileged life really a DEATH CAMP in your eyes? That's a whole nother conversation I'm afraid. But I just wanted to tell you… or tell nobody (that's the audience to this blog at this point; no complaints thought) my thoughts tonight. On this september 15 that will not come again. As we hurdle towards some nightmare dystopia. The death camp. I try not to think about it. I'm just one man. I'm no Grindelwald. Besides, wasn't he evil?? He too wanted to turn the world into a death camp… though I'm sure that's not how he thought of it. Ok I'm rambling now. I must go before you get too bored.
Signing off from my grimy office, with my OneRingToRuleThemAll lamp illuminating my wrinkling face,
Watson Moon

